12/18_DSS, OTIV, RIOT, LFIN

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frankly don't wanna sit here and review all the nasties of the day, feeling sick of myself on inappropriate trade management! Dollarwise took a nearly $20k loss today. December hasn't treated me friendly ever since the first day! What can you do about it? one phrase says well, you fall you get up, you fall again get up again!!! Trading is about resilience!!! feeling like left a million dollar on the table if I did the right thing and the condition allow me to. Today gotta be the shittest day of all combining all occurred. Lost connection frequently and sized in too big too early. Had a chance to get out breakeven but refuse to!
LFIN-IPO+blockchain+low float holding support and trend, what's the reason not longing it?! I got scared I have to admit. Man this is once in a life time opportunity you gotta long BIG!!!half when $35 holds and hold when $40 break.
DSS-I did my DD and thought it's got nothing to do with BTC and blockchain but man I was wrong! There is no clear selling thru the day. Yes it was downtrending but the action feels more like panic sell instead of consistent sell. Any when $2 hold twice!!! there is no fucking reason to hold short!! I covered very minimal at $2.02 and most at $2.30ish. Essentially I was thinking $2 snap and this trade would save my day but the heck I refused to respect the chart is telling me!
OTIV-I was experiencing connect issue when it went from $1.85 to $2ish. So partially the connection got me just like SMIT like thursday. BUT I had chance to cover all near $2 but didn't!!! Yes I covered half but that was't enough!!!! Especially after 12pm and blockchain related and all lows are higher than previous one!
RIOT- this is cursed stock and not the fristr time I wanted to put it on do-not-trade-list. Basically it fucked short initially and bagged longs. I thought $40 reclaim and push into 4pm. I got out too late and the fact is hard b/c of using laptop to trade.
I saw people making big money on LFIN but it shouldn't be bragged about. How many times you see a stock went from $5 to $145 in two days????Take a step back I am glad I had no short position in it and avoided the massacre. This is the action could end your career!!!!
Heading into 12/19-I don't know what's out there to be honest. Have 0 idea what's gonna happen. These BTC and blockchain names are holding wayyyy tooooo strong and long!!! But long it gets, closer the "day" is there. Starting tomorrow avoid short  in the first half hour!!! ONLY watch or long small piece. I got more than 1m BP in my account and when the day arrives I am not afraid to use it all!!!! The condition must be sub VWAP heavy action.